Imperfect confidence

I honestly wish my form teacher would quit being so irritating and cut it out. She called home again and Mum came all the way to school. I didn't skip school, for God's sake! Meh. (Please refer to previous post for insights.) I used to think she's like, a really nice and lenient teacher or something but I guess my view is pretty warped. Seriously, don't let the nice demeanor deceive you.. BEHIND THE BUNDLES AND BUNDLES OF "NICE-NESS", THERE IS A TREACHEROUS MEAN BITCH LURKING BENEATH. I'm serious, y'know?

Oh and when Mum was lecturing me, she was trying to 火上加油?? FUCKING SHIT. (I'm trying my best not to swear if you haven't took notice. :/) You cannot see we're in the corridor with lots of students passing by and staring at us is it? I know your face is safe or whatsoever but I'm also human, okie? I also have feelings and emotions what but I know you secretly enjoyed the fact that I was sort of humiliated in public, right? _!_ It's all right, bitch. I understand 'cause I'm quite a bitch myself so I know how it feels like to be a bitch. \m/

!@#$%^&*! Geebus cries, she's so annoying. I think she deliberately wants to bring trouble and disrupt the harmonious peace in my life. *insert angry smiley face emoticon* Thinking about her kind of makes me fume so let's digress, shall we?

I managed to get my forecast results today. Thanks to CT Academic with writing/printing the letter and all. I wouldn't say (and really don't have the nerve to say so) my results are good because I should be embarrassed/ashamed. However, compared to my past results from Berkala tests, Semester exams and whatnot, my forecast's are obviously better. As a matter of fact, much better.

I'm now worried about getting into a good college/university or whatever. (WHAT ARE THE REQUIREMENTS AH?!) I'm afraid that my SPM results wouldn't match up to my forecast results and I would be forced to withdraw from my selected course or something, wtf. Is it possible or am I thinking too much? I wish somebody could enlighten me and whatnot. I'm a stranger to such stuffs and it is all so foreign, gah. *insert upset smiley face emoticon*

A1 for English, A2 for Biology, B4 for Moral, C5 for Chemistry, C6 for Mathematics, C6 for Additional Mathematics, C6 for Malay, 8E for Accounting and 8E for History. Hmm.. CAN MAKE IT ONE OR NOT??! Leave me comments and tell meeeee. I am in dire need of help, kay? Please and thanks.

Meanwhile, I'm going2bed and sleep my worries away. \o/ G'night and dream sweet, peeps.

P/S: The lies seep through my teeth so effortlessly.

It’s time I learn that it’s not a matter of saying the right words or singing the right songs,
And I keep telling myself just grow up.
Its so easy to say, but so much harder to do.
To Kill This - This Providence