Monday, January 18, 2010

I never wanna see you unhappy, I thought you want the same for me.

Since the minute I stepped out of the house door and the whole drive to my college, I sobbed profusely behind the steering wheel. I couldn't catch my breath for a few times and my vision was an utter muddle. I went on and on and on without a destination, I kept on driving aimlessly while my tears refused to stop even for a bit.

I found a secluded spot and parked myself. I bawled myself dehydrated for a full hour. My eyes were bloodshot and swollen. Baby came to my side and tried to comfort me. He tried talking to me but I wouldn't let anyone in on my thoughts. I raised my head up high but tears still rolled down the both of my cheeks unrelentlessly.

I dwelled for an hour and was an hour late for class.