how i wish i could have never let you go.

Hello, peddow *clears throat* fellow stalkers. Hah. (You get it right? Pedophile? Peddow? Hah. It's sort of an inside joke Vivien and I share. Heh heh.)

Meh, scratch what I said in my previous post. In case you didn't read what I said before, I said I will would be on a short break but.. Yes, I bail on my own words frequently 'cause.. It's simple, really. It's 'cause I simply succumb to temptation all too easily. -__-;;

Oh well. I promise to study after this, I promise. It's a promise to myself.

Inner voice: Oh, please.. Like you would ever study on your own without people pushing you? Spare me please.
Me: Who do you think you're talking to huh?
Inner self: You, of course. I mean, myself. Gosh, what evs. You know who I'm talking to.
Me: Well, guess what? I will. *snorts* I'm gonna prove you wrong!
Inner self: Talk to me until you prove it. *shows talk to the hand sign*
Me: FINE! Be that way.

Hah hah. I improvised the conversation above. Meh, I find it kind of hilarious although you might think it's lame. >__>;; I seem to like talking to myself.. I wonder why.

Okay, HIGHLIGHT of the day.. Kerry, a guy from my class brought his guitar to school and his guitar skills are beyond words. Seriously, he is really good at it. He even knows how to play mandarin songs too and to my dismay, actually SING it. FYI, he's not a chinese. His ethnicity is Iban. I was indeed, taken aback when he started singing to one of Jay Chou's songs. And I admit that I was maybe a little moved. I was moved but I bet *cough* _____'s heart was pounding hard in her chest. *smirks* Oh, I'm just guessing. No need to take it seriously. *sniggers* Oh and Neil Charles too, his voice is so effing soothing. *thumbs up* It's practically music itself. Neil's girlfriend is such a lucky girl. If I have a boyfriend with such mesmerizing voice, I'd make him sing to me all the time and I mean, ALL THE TIME. *evil grins* Heh heh.

Hmm.. I think other than that, there's nothing interesting that is worth talking about no more.

Oh, WAIT. There is. I saw ATWJ during noon time at Pelita Commercial. My heart didn't leap nor did it have any reaction at all. I guess that's good. However, all these sudden meet-ups make me wonder.. Is this the sign of a new beginning? Is this fate, again? *whacks self in the head* Gag, shame on me for even thinking about it. Tell me I'm pathetic.. Come on, tell me. I insist.

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and YOU said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder, and I said
Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
Oh baby bring on the pain
And listen to the thunder

I have alot to say to you.

There's no other way to say it better.