this is eating me up like cancer.

I feel so stupid. :'(

Tuition was crap. I hate it. I don't feel like going anymore, but I must. I feel so played and fooled around. Make fun of me all you want, I don't care. I don't want to care. I feel so played and I don't even know the friggen reason why. Maybe I'm being paranoid. If only I know what's in his mind. *big fat sigh* Seriously, I can't take it. Someone please spare me a knife? or just kill me.

He loves me, he loves me not. I didn't sleep well last night. Maybe I was thinking too much. I just can't sleep. Sigh. I should take ass's advice. Don't drive myself crazy becos of a guy, it's not worth it. Lol. I love my ass and I know he loves me too. *evil grins*

Oh and I should stop with the kitty nickname calling. People thought it's Clinton. It's so totally not Clinton, okay?! I should stop with the kitty nickname calling. I was really bored when I came up with that nickname and I was feeling lame also. *laughs*

It's so hard to find a decent layout. Sigh. I give up. *frowns*