Saturday, December 1, 2007

lying my way from you.

Gag.. Now I know why I feel as though something is missing, as though I forgot to do something that I am suppose to do and I just remembered what was missing, what I was suppose to do. I forgot to blog about ___.

I HAD A BAD HAIR DAY! @#$%^&*.

This morning or shall I say noon, I went out for lunch (brunch, for me) with the 'rents. I was in a rush. The 'rents have no patience at all. Tsk tsk. So yeah, I just simply grabbed a pair of jeans and a tank top that were in sight and took my bath. I didn't even get the chance to dry my hair. I grabbed a small handbag, put my cellphone and a comb in and went downstairs for the car engine was already running for God-knows-how-long. I quickly slipped into a pair of flops and went to the car. I brought a towel to dry my hair into the car with me.

Oh and who knows, we just went to a nearby coffee shop to eat. Psht. I was in such a crap mood because before we left the house, I saw something that pissed me off. I hate the mothership so much sometimes. URGH. I think I'm gonna skip this part because it will only frigging piss me off by just thinking about it.

While I was eating, you have no idea who I saw or who came. It was ____, ____ and A. People, it's effing A! *BIG WIDE GRIN* The frown on my face turned upside down right away. I was just happy, undescribable happy and I didn't know why. BUT! There's always buts, isn't it? My hair was in a total mess, I wasn't dressed to look good and the wind kept blowing my hair into my face wasn't being a help either. I can't even friggin eat properly can. I didn't dare to even look at his way, but I did took a few fast glimpse at him though. I just find it memalukan lah, don't ask why. I just ate a little because I seriously had no appetite and I couldn't stop fidgeting. I couldn't wait to leave straight away.

When we left, I quickly hopped into the car and slouched as low as possible hoping that he wouldn't see me, but he did and he was looking at me. I felt like screaming so bad. GAH! Shoot me in the head please. ASDFGHJKL.

And now, I totally regret why didn't I smile or greet him rather than acting all weird and unnatural. URGH. I'm such an idiot. Me idiot. Me stupid. Me dumb. Me need brain transplant.

Still, I felt like I was on cloud nine, I was literally over the moon. But but but.. I felt as though I was in hell as well. I was all happy and upset at the same time, I was in a pickle.

Okay okay, what evs. Let's talking about something else. Oh, I know what.

*drums rolls*

Habbo Hotel is fun and it's also a way to meet new friends. Try it.

Ummhmm, I'm seriously out of words. Goodbah.

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