Believe me when I say I understand how you feel

Heartbreak is one of those things that is impossible to define and terribly hard to describe. It's a 'you know it when you feel' sort of sensation. It's the pain you experience that I can only equate to being roundhouse kicked to the head, chest, stomach and knees all at the same precise moment. It's what you are feeling when you've run out of tears but you just can't stop crying so you are reduced to a curled up ball of silent, painful, dry sobs. It's a period of time in which you utilize the phrase “I'm fine, just fine,” and you put on a fake smile to pretend you are this strong girl when really, dropping your pen makes you want to start crying again. It's a mindset in which you want with all of what happens to be left of your heart to hate him but you can't because you are down right confident that you 'love' him. It's when you listen to those sad songs even when you know they won't make you feel better. It's when it hurts to exist.