Let me be the one

I blocked my ex-boyfriend on Facebook. Why? It's because he deleted me off his friend list and that made it so clear that he doesn't want to see me or have anything to do with me so I kindly did the favour back. Such a fucker. Like, seriously, he was the one who wanted to be friends and all. I can never fathom how some people's minds work. On top of it, he has a new bitch now and we've only just broken up for not up to three weeks. Such a fucker x2. And he's already always staying over at her house and I can bet on it they fuck each other every night. Such a fucker x3. He tried pretty hard to prevent me from finding out but sorry, my boy, words get out. He was probably afraid that I would break down and go all melodramatically depressed upon hearing the news but boy, I only wish I felt a thing.

Truth is, I don't feel a tinge of sorrow. Maybe and just maybe, I do feel a tad angry, cheated and violated but I also feel relieved. Like, fuck you, okay? Stop putting yourself on a pedestal and think that I'd never get over you because baby boy, I can move on just as easily as you even without a rebound. It was good while it lasted but I am so, so much better without you. Now that I have all the time in the world, I am going to pamper myself like I truly deserve it and I am going to be such a stunner you're going to regret ever letting me go. Son of a bitch.

YOU SEE THE SMILE ON MY GORGEOUS FACE, FUCKER? IT'S GENUINE!? (HAHAHA!)
Okay, angry thoughts aside, I sincerely hope for his happiness and well-being. I mean, after all, we did lasted for eighteen months or so and they meant something to me. At least he did say that I was his greatest girlfriend and I always will when we parted. He didn't have to remind me actually because like of course, I know that. Nobody is ever going to love him like I did and I kind of take pride in that. Teehee. I can be shameless whenever I want to. :P

Last picture of us in memorial of our beautiful flawed love/relationship.


This is closure for me. *sings to the song Over You by Daughtry* The day I thought I'd never get through, I got over you. :) And perhaps, when him and I are ready to face each other without feeling awkward or anything, we could be best of friends again.