You speak to me in riddles

"One of the hardest moments in life is deciding whether you should give up or try harder." It's one of those moments right now.

On a chirpier note, I can't wait for AS exams to be over and done with. Just one week and a half more? I seriously hope and pray to God that I would at least pass the papers even if I know I haven't been studying much. Le sigh. I'm in such a hot mess now, I don't know what to do with my life.

Oh and there's the prom I am still deciding if I should attend.. What if it turns out to be a total bore? And guess who's going to be my date if I'm going? Yes, none other than him, my dearest ex-boyfriend. Note that? If you're perked up with curiousity, allow me to relieve you.. It was a mutual (not exactly on my part but I tried to understand) good ending for the both of us. At the least, the both of us are still as close as before and we still hang like usual as buddies. It kind of makes it hard for me to move on but really, I don't feel like moving on. I just want to be with him. I'm stupid for him and honestly, I don't mind at all being stupid for the time being.

Okay, abrupt ending, I'm heading out now. See you all soon.