If you love somebody, you better let it out

Instead of St. Columba's concert, I attended Baby's niece's 8th birthday party. It was pretty awkward, I suppose as I wasn't exactly close enough with anybody to chat it up besides Baby but he's busy for almost the entire time, wtf. But oh well. I got to bond with Baby after everybody left and everything was cleared up. I stayed until almost twelve midnight (I wish I could have spent the night, le sigh :/) and Baby's very presence made my night worthwhile. I...love him so much, too much.

"I’ve met a guy who’s not scared to laugh at me and call me a loser when I do something dumb. A guy that will run up behind me and cover my eyes and ask me to guess who he is, even though it’s obvious. A guy who hides behind a corner and jumps out to scare me, so he’d have a reason to hold me. A guy that leaves me numerous voice mails, just cause a guy that’d call to wake me up in the morning, because he wants to be the first voice I hear each day. A guy that would never let go of my hand. A guy that would look me in the eyes and tell me he loves me and mean it. Yeah, that guy. I think I found the guy I’m suppose to give my whole heart to."
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Regarding the 30 day letter challenge thingamajig.. Can I bail? :/