My boyfriend is my only source of happiness but my family are so against of us being together that I have to keep them in the dark. I don't want to lie to my parents and family about us but I don't have a choice. Gradually, lying becomes a habit and it scares me. It dawned on me that I could no longer tell my family the truth even though I have nothing to hide. Lying has slowly become a part of me.
I wanted to leave here so badly. I still want to. I am dying for freedom. I haven't found myself and I am trying to search who I am.
"Most people tend to do better in university than in high school because in high school you spend so much time trying to figure out who you are, while in university you kinda know who you are, you've figured it out." This isn't true. I am currently in college and I haven't found myself. I am so lost. One of the many reasons I want to leave so much is because another day I am here, I wouldn't be able to figure myself. I feel like I am no where close to figuring who I am.
I hate how I can't be myself. I want to be able to be myself and have nothing to hide but I can't and it is killing me.
3 comments:
Ow...chill up girl! You'll find yourself one day and yeah totally know how you feel, sometimes i feel lost too. :<
P/S: May be you should watch more GG episodes, FIND YOURSELF THERE? LOL *kidding* :D :D
btw cheer up girl,life aint easy. =) Just have to bare with it,I wish you all the best. ;D & seriously I'm fascinated by the way u blog ;D keep it up babe and cheers.
=D
Rofl thanks.
Hahah, thanks and thanks. :>
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