My 18th birthday is coming up. I will be legally eighteen in a matter of weeks so can anybody please tell me why am I still so immature and unable to think nor act like an adult or at least a young adult? It's not only my personal opinion but everybody else who knows me well enough says the same thing too, y'know.
My maturity level is of a 9 years old kid (18 divided by 2, wtf) so if you ever see me on the streets or anything, do come over and slap some maturity into me please. So disconcerting at times 'cause I do want to be mature but oh well, I guess it's not so much of a big deal being known as immature/childish either. No harm done, right? Heh.
Oh, about my birthday.. I actually had plans brewing in my
soup head and was pretty excited about my plans just from visualizing them in my head but due to the fact that I have the utmost paranoid and bitchy mom in the whole wide world, my plans are never ever going to happen and therefore, I have to put my plans at the back of my head and drown in my pitiful sorrow. Bleah-ness2max.
As a consolation, Eunice is coming back for holiday during the period of my birtday. And I will have my boyfriend with me as well at least. So yup, I am trying to stay as optimistic as I possibly could.
My enthusiasm to write and revitalize my stagnant blog just vanished. Meh. I'll end here.
6 comments:
OMG when i first saw the title i LOVED it! :D :D
Btw is that you jumping? LOLOL
Hahah, yeah. That's me jumping :)
u take great shots uh!! im just using a normal digital camera. which is really sucks at dark -.-
Why do your photogs look all so niceee then :< There's flash right? :/
you know, there's no really such thing as a pure adult.
even if you're what you think as an adult already, you're still a kid at heart. You still do things that's very childish without realizing it. what matters is being what you are. instead of being another person just because you think it's 'necessary'
lol, sry, i ended up lecturing (;A; )
Hahahah I know what you mean but when you're 18, you should at least act like 18. Y'know? Like I shud know my boundaries. Cos when you're 8, and you make a mistake, people would prolly just forgive but when you're 18 and you make the same mistake, it's unforgivable. Catch my drift? Roflol :( I'm 18 and I always make the same mistakes as I did before when I was young. Ah well. Hee. See you on Thurs :>
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