The future freaks me out

SPM results are coming out tomorrow. Everybody is seemingly nervous and anxious to know the outcome of their months and months of grueling effort and hard work. I, however, isn't nervous or anxious at all (or not yet, at least) because I know my results are gonna be shitty anyway. I know myself that I made no effort so what is there to expect? But still hope most of you from my year would achieve your ideal results even if I don't. I have such an honest, good heart. *angelic halo appears above head*

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I can't believe that it didn't occur to me for almost the entire day. Today marks my boyfriend and I's 7th month point. 212 days and counting. 我愛死你了, 宝贝! :)