I feel aglow just thinking of you

I am stuck here in KB and iz seriously bored2death. I KIDZ YOU NOT. I swear KB is such a zombie town and there is absolutely nothing, NOTHING, NOT-A-THING to do here. (No offence to fellow KB folks or something, wtf.) I MISS THE HUSTLE BUSTLE OF MIRI CITY. T3T COME, TAKE ME AWAY.

Asdfghjklasdfghjklsaveme. I am so eager to head home, ugh. Stupid Visa and IC thingy magigy, PREASE BE DONE FASTER! I seriously don't wanna waste another day of my life in such absolute boredom. I did brought my books (Biology, gag) along but still, y'know. Bored. Bored. Bored. -0-

ANYHOWWWWWWWWWW(!!!!!)

I am afraid of falling deep because the both of us are very much aware that our relationship would come to and end inevitably soon enough and there would be no one there to catch me when I fall. I am scared of being with you because I know someday either one of us would have to leave heart-broken. I don't have the courage to love because each and every time I loved, I only walked away with pain.. However, I need to get over these fears because I want to be with you and I chose to be with you. I don't hope for eternity and unsure how long we could depend on the strand of fate that pulled us together but I do wish that we could go against all odds and would be together for the longest of time. :)

Today marks the day of our 3rd monthsary, Bb(!!!). It's a pity that I couldn't spend the day with you but I want you to know that I miss you dearly and love you to the moon and back. I lovelovelove you, you silly boy. Always rememberrr, okieee? (K) Teehee.

Finally, I have found a place into which I fit perfectly, safely and securely with no doubts, fears, sadness or tears. This place is filled with happiness and laughter yet it is spacious enough to allow me the freedom to move around, to live my life and to be myself. This wonderful place, which I never believed really existed, I have found finally - in your arms, in your heart and in your love.