This will be the last straw,

I think I got myself into some deep shit. :< Cow dung, cow dunggg.

No, I don't wanna look for trouble. Gosh, I can't get in trouble. T3T Not now.

For the past few days and weeks, I've been doing all sort of things that reeked of trouble but I never really got myself into trouble.. Not yet. Perhaps, it's luck? I ain't sure but I think it is for real now. I'm gonna be damned for life. \o/

Sucks4me. There is nobody I can talk to right now because I don't think they would understand. They would even judge me, I guess? As much as I want to be a saint, I'm not. I'm a sinner. My sins...can circle the earth for a couple of rounds, I think. Ugh, when will I ever learn?? Le sigh. Wake up, Xin. It is time to wake up.

I can only hope everything's gonna be all right, guh. :/