Kannilaohia kan bu si,

I'm so pissed2max with Mum. Uggghh, I'm so angry with her. Ugh, ugh, ugh!!! And we all know that I always resort to crying when I'm furious or frustrated. UGH, I CANNOT CRY. Fuck it, fuck it, FWAK IT!

As if I never told her about a couple of billion times that I hate it when she wears my stuffs. I mean, I would be okay if she asked me or something.. Or at least told me earlier about it. But she fucking doesn't. Not once, not ever. On top of it, IT MAKES MY BLOOD BOIL WHEN SHE ESPECIALLY CHOOSES MY 'NEW' STUFFS TO WEAR?!!?!

CALL ME SELFISH BUT SHE'S A FUCKING JINX. I let her wear my slippers and she fucking breaks 'em. It didn't only happen to a pair and she doesn't even bother to apologize or make amendments or whatever, y'know?? INSTEAD OF ALL THE THINGS SHE COULD HAVE DONE TO MAKE ME FEEL BETTER, SHE SCOLDS AND PUTS THE BLAME ON ME WHEN I RANT. Or like, she tries to divert the fault and all onto other things?! Like, it isn't her fault that she's so rough and doesn't handle things with a little bit of care?? FUCK IT.

I SAVED MY OWN POCKET MONEY TO BUY THE THINGS SHE DOESN'T BUY FOR ME, ALL RIGHT?!! Like, my slippers. As she always thinks and says that I have way too many shoes to wear but is it my fault that shoes have a certain age limit?? My shoes are all old and tattered! But no-o-o, she thinks as long as they are still able to be worn, it's okay. I'm not her please, I care about my appearance. Fuck it.

FUCK IT, FUCK IT, FWWWAKKKK IT! I never swore in the longest time. Thanks alot, Mum. Thanks a fucking bunch. \m/

Now, what in the name of God am I going to wear to tuition which I am running late for?! *moan in frustration* Kannilaohia kan bu si.