Take me with you,

It's funny how I never feel compelled to write on my blog anymore. I have so many things to say but I choose not to. It's the lack of privacy, perhaps.


I haven't said the L word. I am stubborn and I am affirmative to not say it before he does. There are reasons behind. I don't wanna say it because I don't wanna convince myself and start believing that I do. I guess you can say that I am afraid. I fell, I've fallen, I don't want to fall again.

I distant myself for a reason. It gives me the feeling that I am gonna be robbed of my bank of happiness.

"Once bitten, twice shy." It's true, y'know.