I thought everything would go away like a bad dream,

but I guess that's not how reality works.


I shall not allow my eyes to water, I shall not. I must stay happy. (I must say, after the cry fest I had yesterday, I look dreadful.)

Okay, scratch whatever I said. I shall put everything in the back of my head and try not to remember it.

On to happier things, my parcel came. My first ever online bought item, heh. I'll be going out with Mummy later and I'm gonna collect my parcel from Post Office. Yay, I can't wait to see how my pinafore dress looks. Heh heh. If it doesn't look good on me, I'll sell it off on the internet again.

I think I should cut my fringe again. My bangs are getting kinda long and they're starting to poke my eyes. Maybe when I go for hair rebonding with Eunice, heh.

School's reopening in three days though. That's the problem of all. 'Cause I have to abide to school rules (Wow, shocker right. I abide to school rules, hah. Well, believe it. One of my mentally noted new year resolutions, be a goody goody two shoes.) and tie my hair but that would totally ruin my hair. So yeah, I'm thinking of rebonding now or during CNY hols. I seriously can't decide.


Each time somebody mentions the name of Cookie, a dull ache of longing emanates from my heart.