I never stopped loving you, I just stopped showing it.

Hello, ladies and gents. I apologize for the disappearance. Guess what? I fried my internet cable. Okay, more like the thunderstorm did. Therefore, I can't go online for the time being. In case you're wondering, I'm on Dad's laptop right now.

How did your first week of school go? School was all right (I have school today too, what a first week.) but it's an absurd week for me. I'm not gonna mention/elaborate on everything 'cause well, there are some things I can't disclose for the public to see. (I will have "them" reside in my private blog.. Or maybe I'll start writing a diary, again. Hah.)

I saw Augustine on Wednesday.. And he's in the same Chem tuition as me. I was well, really shocked to see him and my friends (Eunice and Kah Yee, grr.) were making a big deal out of it. I was so embarrassed although I don't show my embarrassment, I don't know why. (Actually, I do know why but I can't say it here. So yeah, go figure.) I am actually looking forward to Chem tuition. It's a good thing that he's treating me as a friend, right? At least he doesn't act like we're strangers and completely ignore me. So, that's good.

... RARRR! Why, why, tell me why. This feeling is odd and it's driving me crazy. I can't tell my friends 'cause they wouldn't understand. Even I don't understand, how can they.

Ugggh.. This is one of those moments in life where I'm not sure what's happening. Everything seems calm on the outside but I feel a storm brewing on the inside. Yes, another one of those difficult feelings I can't seem to find words to explain. I've been feeling this way often, lately. It comes and goes like passing rain. I can't shake it.

Okay, I'm babbling non-coherent stuffs all of a sudden. I should stop it.

Guh, I think I shall stop altogether. I'm not really in the mood to blog no more.

But before I go,

HAPPY SEVENTEETH, KAH YEE!
You have my love. Xox.
I'll be seeing you guys around when I get my internet fixed. Goodbye for now.


Up, up and away.