only gonna play the fool once.

And I stare into your intense gaze..
Oh my gosh, YOU KNOW WHAT OR NOT? I had no freaking idea how to do the Sejarah paper. I only did the objective part and I left ALL the subjective part blank, nada, zilch, NO ANSWERS?!! Hallelujah, let's pray to God that He will show mercy. My mind was seriously in a state of complete vacancy, y'know. No matter how hard I racked my brain for the answers to appear, nothing came up. Nothing, nada, zilch. (I am getting fond of these words. Heh heh.)

Maybe and just maybe, it's because I didn't quite study for it. However, I don't get why we have to learn about how Islam was established, how did "Prophet Nabi Muhammad s.a.w" (I have no clue what does s.a.w stands for, don't ask.) embarked or whatsoever, the people with all their weird, long, hard-to-catch names and whatnot. I have no intentions on being racist or "religion-ist" here but I find it pathetic. -__-;; I'm fine if all we have to learn is one chapter of it but there are like a few effing chapters, for Pete's sake. How am I gonna ever cram all that into this dumb skull of mine? Good God.. Same goes to Geografi and Sivik. -__-;; And to think it's COMPULSORY for me to take Sivik in SPM?! I am relieved that I don't take Geografi no more though. Still, does the government not know that Sejarah is enough to do our heads in? Why do they keep adding useless subjects for us to lug on our already heavy shoulders? Ugh, *stab self in the guts* I shall be a suicide bomber when I come out from school and I will bomb our government. Har dee har har. Just joking.

Besides Sejarah paper, I think I'm gonna flunk EVERYTHING else also. (Oh, there goes my iPhone or anything which is within the range of RM2000. *whimper* So long, my could-have-been-mine dear multi-purpose cellphone.) I keep dozing off while doing the papers and I HAVE NO CLUE WHY. Perhaps I lack of sufficient slumber? Hmm.. Nah, that can't be it but what is? PERHAPS, PERHAPS, PERHAPS.. I'M DYING INSIDE FROM SOME SEVERE DISEASE (EH, *TOUCH WOOD* !!!) WHICH I AM NOT AWARE OF. *shows shocked face* Hmm.. Nah. I think I just need more sleep. Yep, that's it. More sleep. Heh heh.

Speaking of which, I am getting a little drowsy. I guess that means off I go to take some shut eyes.. Or a little gaming session. Meh, whichever it is.. I am still gonna bid goodbye. So yeah, TOODLEYS!

P/S: I don't care what you have to say of me anymore. For I know, I haven't sinned or done anything wrong. Go ahead and bitch to all your "poodles". I don't give a damn no more.