I'm not gonna say much anymore. I'm so fed up and tired already. Say all you want 'cause I won't fucking give a shit anymore. (Unless you go overboard, that is.) I don't know you, you don't know me. Now, who are you to say I'm a fucking slut? Who are you to say I ALWAYS want popularity? Good riddance, go suck your father's cock lah.. Talk so much shit. _l_
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I'm gonna delete my first LJ account (which also means delete the posts, everything) but I'm not really willing to "let go" of my posts. So yeah, I'm gonna C&P 'em here instead. I'm gonna leave the posts unedited. >__>;; Before you go on.. Yes, I used to talk like THAT. Now that I re-read it again.. It sounds stupid, it looks stupid too. -__-;; Oh well.
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Dec. 3rd, 2006 02:41 pm
mood: stupid regnez.
music: miss murder - AFI.
umm. hmm. so dhis is my first time blogging here. (: hahahs. idk is it called blogging or whadsoever buh here i go. i used to blog in blogger.com & i found out dhat my blog page contain virus. i think. :x which is very bad. so, i guess i'll just switch to another blogging site. so here i am. ((: hahahs.
i made a new email too. hahah. immature.kidd@gmail.com [[x teehees. i've got tons of email. so whad? i don't care. hahah. xPP~
today's a blast. i mean i went to dhe beach with friends & no adults. (: it's really fun dhou. hahah. loads of ppl're dhere. (: it's brandon's bday. it's at taman selera aka tanjung beach? hahahs. dhere's dhose form5s too. hmm, lemme recall who went. brandon dhe bday boy. (: jrome, christopher, alexander, azam, adzim, dhe form5s?, adam chin, his cousins, jasmin, zac, me & some random dudes. dhey're brandon's friends which i don't know at all. hahah. [[x hmm. bbq bah. me&jasmin are like dhe only girls. maaan, all guys bah. :x eeeps. joan's in kuching right now. sucky eh? )): uh huh. we did take some pictures. SOME only. :/ i'll post it up some other time. when i've dhe mood to upload 'em to my computer. hahahs. you just got to wait. sorry. :/ && we played in dhe water? hmm. jrome swim lah. pro also him. hahah. it was kind of fun except dhat i can't really swim really good. )): hahah. at least i'm better dhan joan. hahah. xPP~ we buried brandon too. hahah. we're like throwing sand at him & all dhose. stupid bah. hahah. & i am so not cheeky. =___= ugh. :x hahah. i mean i'm just playing around bah. open-minded mah. brandon said i'm cheeky cause i throw sand at his 'manager'. hahahah. oh & jasmin gave brandon a bday card with loads of ppg stickers. hahah. funny bah. =___= whad did i bring? i share with zac? not sure. last minute. hahah. lame bah. *sighh* hahahs. hmm. umm. uhh. err. idk whad liao leh? umm, want to know more? lazy lah me. :x hahah. xPP~
oh & did i mention dhat jrome&bra aka bday boy won't stop smoking. jasmin&zac&me. we're like keep taking dhe cigarettes from dhem. snatching actually. :x hahah. who ask dhem keep smoking. i mean one followed up by another stick. ugh. snatch & throw. hahah. stupid also. :/ smokers are bad. bad bad boys. boo dhem. hahah. xPP~ buh it was kind of fun snatching away dhey're cigarettes & throw dhem away. xPP~ hahahs.
oh yeah, dhis morning my relatives&cousins or whadever came to my house to eat lunch or is it breakfast. im not very sure. im always confused. :S hahahs. my msn was on. & stupid cousins & my brother just got to disturb leh. people say : sup xin? my brother rply : sup dick?. ughh. :x geeez. ruin my reputation nia. hahah. nah. not really. i don't really much mind. :x so, dhats about it.
OH! & do i HATE regnez dhe bitch or whad. she scold me thru picture comments. wtf. i don't even know whad did i do wrong or whadsoever hor? now she blame & scold me? like she's very pretty like dhat oh. geeeez. she needs to get a grip. ohkay, i said. i won't be mad. calm down. ohkay, i promised fabian. i'll forget about it. ohkay, for once, i'll stop being such an immature brat & mess with dhem. i'm gonna grow up a lil. (: hahah. & not to scold foul language anymore. uh huh. i will. *crosses fingers* mwahahs. i just can't tolerant it bah. i hate people dhat tick me off. :x
umm, i kind of forgotten whad else happened. :x eeeps. hmm. oh wells. hahah. :/ so, dhats all for today?
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Dec. 5th, 2006 05:21 pm
mood: i want u. *sighh*
music: gei wo ni de ai - tank.
i don't think you would understand how hard it is for me to go through a day without talking to you. <3
i'm fighting myself to get you out of my mind but i'm hanging onto every word you said.
*sighh* i want you real bad. i want to you to want me.
loving someone dhat don't love you isn't easy. as a matter of fact, it hurts.
all i ever wanted was you to notice me a lil more.
& everytime i see you, i fall a lil more.
i'm falling for you, so deep dhat i couldn't help it.
i guess a girl can dream right?
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Dec. 5th, 2006 08:43 pm
mood: blah
i'm currently chatting with qaelisha. :x hahahs. she just got back from kl. she got a tattoo. i was like "OMFG". seriously, real or fake. dhen she tell me memang fake. pheew. i thot real. hahah. :x she got new ear piercings too. eeeps. i want to pierce too! my bellybutton. hahah. :x teeheehees. hmm, i wonder when. i wonder does it hurt. :x eeek. hahahs. i was reading dhis book called "the secret blog of raisin rodiguez". i kind of forgotten dhe spelling. :x hahahs. it's kind of funny & intersting. tampons? looking at mervis in dhe middle of your leg. hahah. :x a male dog dressed as a female dog. dog ate a bra for dinner. hahah. it is really funny. :x & gross somehow. nah, it's quite ohkay. still it's really nice to read. (: should buy it. hahah. xPP~
went to maureen's house just now. she's with her boyfriend in her room. idk whad dhey're doing. /gg. making out, maybe? hahah. xPP~ so, i'm stuck with her annoying lil brother. who kept yelling dhat he want to play maplestory. ughh. cut it about his brother. giving me a headache. now about it, i went to my blog. dhen dhe anti-virus thing pop up. virus detected. oh no! my blog contain virus. :x noooooo, so dhat mean i got to change my blog. *sighh* now i confirmed dhat my blog've got virus. :x *sighh* it's such a great blog of my life. i've got happy moments, humiliating moments, desperate moments, friggen sad moments & etc etc inside. i'm so gonna miss dhat blog. i'm still thinking should i delete it? but but.. all dhose things dhat happen in my life is gonna go *poof*. i'm afraid i'll forget about whadever happened in my childhood. lols. :x yupps, i know it's a really lame excuse for not deleting it. :x
oh & for some reason, i think adam yusuf is annoying. i'm not being "prasan-ish" or whad. but i think he likes me. refering back to at dhe cinema with jrome, at dhe beach, whad i've heard from joan&zac, his attitude to me & all dhose. hahah. :/ sorry for my prasan-ness. lmfao.
i saw jacinta at tuition today. i can't believe jrome could NOT like her. i mean she's pretty alright. :x she's pretty in pink today. she looks different from yesterday when i saw her. yesterday she's just plain "not good-looking". hahah. today she's pretty again. ((: she's wearing a mini-skirt. bubble skirt actually. & a pink collared tee? hahah. i got examine people one loh hoh. hahah. sorry. :x & her hair looks so shiny & pretty. yesterday her hair looks ugly & oily. i'm being so mean in here. :x i hope she'll never find out about dhis blog. hahah. *evil grin*
oh yeah, & i chatted with jerome yesterday about dhis girl sharon chee. jrome told me something. it's suppose to be a secret. i suppose not much people knows about dhis blog. hmm, i guess he won't mind right? hahah. :x he's like saying dhat she's got big tatas. i was like whad's tatas? tatas = bosoms. LOL! & about *ahem ahem ahem* hahah. it's a secret, remember? i'm not such a blabber mouth after all. seriously, i noticed dhat i can't keep secrets. seriously, i can't! i've got some issues. :x i mean i'm not crazy & all. just some issues. :/ ohkay, like i said. i can't hold secrets. other people's secrets actually. hahah. to be exact only. so never tell me your secrets. hahah. but i'm learning to not blab out other people's secrets now. i've did a good job too! :D i think lah. hahah. xPP~ ohkay now, i think i should stop talking about secrets. if not i'll blab out dhe secret. :x
jrome actually knows KEVIN TING MING SIANG. he's dhe FIRST guy dhat i ever crush on. he's like superb-ly cute. & i mean it. hahah. yes, i will claim dhat he's MINE. so back off. hahah. everytime i said so, i didn't mean it. except for to joan. i am like dhat. if you get something i don't have. i'll be like. eeee. i envy you. but i didn't really mean it. LOL. he ask me to go to his bball game dhen he introduce me. it's at night. & he said i can't. & blah blah. & whad he doesn't need to introduce me guys too. hahahah. pathetic him.
oh! & did i mention dhat i got dhis weird mysterious call today. 085-652398. i wonder who is it. hmmm. *curious* dhere's two person speaking. one male, one female. hmm. & dhe person knows my name. even more weird. hmm. :x oh wells. i kind of cap dhe phone second time dhe person called. hahah.
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Dec. 5th, 2006 09:32 pm
music: lovers&liars - matchbook romance.
i just got off dhe phone with joan. umm, she told me something. (: it's a secret. she said she now knows how do i feel when he said she's pretty or something. cause she's like crushing on dhis guy bad. & i listen to dhe way she's talking. it's like she's about to cry. i mean & yada yada yada. blah blah blah. i introduce her songs. really nice. (: about jealousy? sad songs. (: hahahs. when she get back from kuching, i'll send it to her. hahahs. i mean i'm curently listening to dhis song. she's just dhe girl next door - saving jane. dhat's how i felt dhat time. hahah. ((: well, now. i don't know. hahah. :x *sighh* i don't care lah. btw, i got to go to bed now. tommorow got tuition! yaaaagh. :x tuition in dhe hols? can you believe dhat! ughh.
words from my heart to joan : hahahs, you know how i feel eh? hmm, i don't know should i be feeling sorry or whad. but i want you to know dhat. i heart you. (: hahahs. i ever tried not talking to you & ignore you but i guess i couldn't loose a bestfriend like you. i guess i'm somehow attached to you. [im not being lesbo-ish.] i've tried looking for another BESTFRIEND. & i found out dhat bestfriends are not easy to find. & evendhou you call her your bestfriend but you don't mean it. it's all fake anyways. you're my bestfriend & i mean it. *winks* we have alot in common. we share our secrets, about boys, fashion tips? i suppose & etc. hahah. you're my bestfriend & you know it. (: thanks a billion, joan. (: mwah. ily. <3 cheer up, kay? darling. don't think too much. maybe dhe guy likes you back too but he's just afraid to confess to you. maybe he's just trying to your attention by making you jealous? who knows? ((: you're my bestfriend, i guess it's fate. <3*
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Dec. 6th, 2006 02:15 pm
mood: lalala.
music: irreplaceble - beyonce.
awwhs, it's raining ah. :/ i switch off dhe air-con cause it's cold. :x lols. well, i really like pressing dhe button dhou. hahah. idk why. i enjoy pressing buttons. (: *click click* hahahs. xPP~
cynthia saw dhe comments regnez wrote me. & she's like totally hating her for being such a mean ass. :x hahah. gosh, i cause trouble. well, it's really fun bah. :/ hahah. but i like causing troubles & i never think of dhe risks. hahah. :/ i never think before i talk. i never think before i do anything. :D hahah.
loving you is dhe only thing dhat kept me alive.
if it weren't for you, i think i would be dead already.
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Dec. 6th, 2006 03:24 pm
mood: blahblahblahs.
music: mr.brightside - the killers.
lmfao. hmm. my fs acc is going to be full soon. (: yay.
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hahah. i'm still thinking should i continue using dhis fs acc or use dhe new oda one? hmm. :x lalala. why am i always thinking? ughh. :/ makes my head hurts.
uhh, im chatting with brandon & jinkiat now. i sent meijiun aka jinkiat's gf a msg through fs. hahah. about him jealous of marvin writing dhe testimoes one. :x hahah. brandon's telling me about adam yusuf. it's like everyone hates him. *sighh* & he calls me a betrayer. LOL. hey, it's not my fault because im nice ohkay? geeez. lol. )): pity bah. i know he brags&boast alot. *sighh* idk lah. :x
YOU AND ME ARE LIKE
ONE HEARTBEAT.
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Dec. 6th, 2006 06:13 pm
back back back. hurray. dhey're baaack. (: joan showed me dhe guy's photo. from far, he's not very cute. close close he's uber cute. hahah. :x no wonder she'll fall for him. i mean he's uber uber cute. xPP~ hahah. stupid joan, thinking dhat i'll rampas him away from her. hahah. he's not from miri. whad for? pathetic. hahah. i don't even know can i ever meet dhe guy anod. pathetic. uuu. looking at one of dhe photo joan sent me. she's uber hawt in it. hahahs. :x vivian's too but her hair looks so fluffy in dhe photo. hahahs. :x sabrina's also in dhe scene. hahah. three of dhem girls are all wearing miniskirts. whoah. joan wore a pair of tight pant socks dhou. hahah. :x but still uber hawt. krrrr. hahah. i learnt dhat from zac. krrr. LMFAO! :/ really a guy's thing. xPP~ hahah. i think it's really funny though. krrr. xPP~
bad news. :x julia & adam broke up. geee, im so sorry for adam. *sighh* he must be friggen sad. tsk tsk. love's selfish & unreasonable. *sigh*
I AM HOLDING ON TO A DREAM DHAT WILL NEVER COME TRUE.
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Dec. 6th, 2006 08:31 pm
mood: annoyed
music: emily - from first to last.
nerds are super grool. (: i'm a killer nerd.
don't even try messing with me. hahah.
yay. i finally found out how to upload pictures. :D hahah. (: ivy, you can try blogging in livejournal now but dhere won't be fancy lyts dhou. )): *sighh*
i dwld-ed maplestory liao. i hope i won't get virus. :x hahah. like last time, everytime i dwld maplestory. my computer got corrupted by virus. :x hahah. i guess dhat's just my luck? *sniffs*
*sighh* life reaks. chatted with fedora just now. just for awhile dhou. we're talking about why must life be so sucky. :/ i never seem to like dhe guys dhat like me but i will like a guy dhat will NEVER like me. pathetic right? but idk why. dhat's just me. ): i want things dhat i cannot have. greedy hor? i think so too. why must life be so complicated? *sighh* life reeks like heck. *sobs*
i so hate my mom. D:< geeez, why can't she just buzz off? ughh. why must she go control my life? im not her doll to play with loh hoh. pfft.
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Dec. 7th, 2006 08:57 am
mood: i wan to go back to bed. :/
ughhh. *GASP* i woke up at 8o'clock in dhe morning today! i thought it's 9am edi. just now when i went downstairs dhen i notice dhat it's only 9am. i woke an hour earlier. yaaaagh. :/ hahah. umm, got to go now. tuition. ughhh. :x
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Dec. 7th, 2006 04:03 pm
boohooo. went to parkson just now with lezz,kia & my brother. ughh. stupid brother went to lea centre. bought two tee, he wanted to sign card. dhen temporary unavailable. gah, he's suppose to 'chia' us go coffee bean one leh.
i wanted to buy books also. stupid brother. :x hahahah.
i still think my mom's 'pilih kasih'. hahah. :x i think she likes my brother better dhan me. xPP~ i mean he ask money from her. she didn't scold oh. i ask money from her. she still need to hesitate & scold me. & blah blah blah. whad i waste too much money. where got loh hoh? pfft. :/
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Dec. 8th, 2006 08:25 pm
mood: frustrated
hahahs. ima addicted to maplestory now. well, not really addicted. i fell in love with dhe game again. hahah. my aquila character's imuiluinu. bootes's eexins. lame hor? hahahs. my mind's totally blank bah. my cassiopeia's bibiyo. hahah. :x somehow i think dhis name's cute. [[x blehhs. add me bah. xPP~
i am so hating my mom. idk why. she keeps nagging me but never my brother. geeez. D:< i hate it. gaaaaah, suddenly not in dhe mood for anything at all. i feel like killing someone right now. or maybe i just feel like crying out loud. i think maybe i'll die sooner or later. i cannot stand it. :x hahahs. *sighh* if im so useless&worthless. i die liao even better for everyone's life right? :'(
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Dec. 8th, 2006 10:05 pm
i may blog randomly. lols. :x sometimes i'll just blog at my other blogs. xPP~ im just too lazy & tired of blogging nw. hahah. well, toodles. xPP~
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Dec. 9th, 2006 12:34 pm
hmm, my cousin's BALD cause of dhe cancer thing. well, i didn't really saw him. my mom said so. lols.
just got back from parkson. went to popular with dad&mwam. i repeat with DAD. mwahah. bought two new books to read. :D hmm. i wanted to buy more dhan dhat but my dad said buy two first. T___T *sniffs* hmm. umm. dhat's about it? idk. hahah.
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Well, yeah. That's all the posts. It's not alot, isn't it? Umhmm.. I know what you're thinking. I sound(ed?) so stupid, my gosh. Seriously eh, I feel so silly just by reading 'em again. -__-;; But ah well, it was two years ago. I was what? 14? So yeah, it can't be blamed. Har har. THESE PROVES WHAT, YOU KNOW? THEY PROVE THAT I'VE GROWN MATURE OVER THE YEARS. *laughs* True or not, you say? Teeheh.
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