how many things can someone hide from everyone before it starts to show?

I seem to be going *gulps* boy crazy.

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No, it isn't good.. Or is it? Gag, help me.

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I miss you like crazy, even more than words can say.
- The Moffats.
I'm in no blogging mood.. Ah well.

Last night was okay. It wasn't as great as I thought it would be. I liked the band, sort of. The vocalist was quite good at singing (Soya thinks the other way round though. -__-) and especially when he plays the piano. Oh my, breathtaking. I have a thing for guys who play musical instruments, you have a problem with that? And the dances were pretty good, I s'pose. No doubt, Chung Hua won first. Chung Hua is like ALWAYS tip top. -__- One day, I am gonna stabba stabba all of them. Hah hah. Just kidding. I still wish to stabba stabba all of them though.

Oh yeah, I've not mentioned.. Have I? I went with Mee Ming, Joan, Soya and Azrai. Other than that, I also saw quite a number of homosapiens I know last night. Ren Jie, Ivy, Yi Siew, Tong Tong, Marvin, Vivian, Bao Long, Carine, Joey, Janet Mae, Sabrina, Maggie, Jim, James, Augustine Wong and so on. Heh. I know lah, that's alot of homosapiens. Hah hah.

Okay, enough. Moving on..

The Leo Telematch was okay. I didn't have much fun. It was sort of boring to me 'cause the station I was in charged of was really boring and it took the groups sibeh long to finish the game. Somemore I have to be on a constant look out, damn consume energy one please. Gosh, I'm starting to talk gibberish and crap which means it's time for me to leave this here.

So yeah.. Goodbye?

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Sometimes, I think I hope too much. So, I secretly hoped that he would be there too just 'cause the whole lot of them were there but.. Like I said, sometimes I hope too much and my hopes are often false hopes. So what if my eyes were screaming for the sight of him? So what if my heart was aching to see him? It all comes down to one conclusion anyway. Ahh.. Stab me in the heart please. *sighs in despair*

Ugh, *moans* my mood is like a swinging pendulum. I have no clue why but I feel like crying suddenly. *bites lips*

"Love isn't love if you can't let go of it. So give it wings and let it go. If it's meant to be, it will fly right back to you."

This quote has slapped some sense into my pea sized brain and I'm going to try and let go completely. 'Cause some part of me is still clinging on, unwilling to let go. I know I can do it, I can.