love can also create hate.

I OFFICIALLY HATE HIM FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART!

SERIOUSLY,
I DON'T GET WHY I CAN'T PUT MY PICTURES ON THE NET?! SERIOUSLY, IT'S NOT LIKE I'M NUDE, HALF NAKED OR WHATSOEVER SHITWITS! IT'S JUST A PICTURE OF MY BACK, FOR CHRIST'S SAKE! IT'S MY WILL TO WEAR SKIMPY OR NOT RIGHT?! IT'S FRIGGIN 21ST CENTURY ALREADY! Oh and it's not even REALLY SKIMPY, it's just a spaghetti strap top or whatnot. How SKIMPY can that be? Geebus cries manszx.

Now, he wants me to delete all the pictures I posted on the net. WHO IS HE TO TELL ME TO DO THAT?! Fine, perhaps he does have the rights to tell me to do so but ... Fuck.

OH MY FUCKING CHRIST GOD! Tears are pouring over and what is there I can do about it? Nothing, ABSOLUTELY nothing. Sometimes I just wish I could like cut off the tear ducts or whatsoever. This reeks.

I CAN'T STAND HIM! WHY CAN'T HE STOP TREATING ME LIKE A KID?! It REALLY makes me wonder.. WHY? WHY?! I AM CLEARLY SIXTEEN YEARS OLD ALREADY! FOR ALL I KNOW, IN A YEAR OR TWO.. I'LL BE KNOWN AS LEGAL! I can drive, I can even move out and live on my own if I want to. I can even have sexual intercourse make out (not that I never) if I'm willing to. I'M GONNA GROW UP SOMEDAY! (Not that I'm not grown up already.) Sooner or later, I'M GONNA GROW UP AND HE HAS GOT TO LIVE WITH IT. He has got to deal with the fact that I have all the rights to do ANYTHING and EVERYTHING I want and there is NOTHING he can do about it.

Gah, it just makes me wonder.. WHY CAN'T HE JUST ACCEPT THE FACT THAT I'M OLD ENOUGH TO TAKE CARE OF MYSELF?! WHY CAN'T HE STOP TREATING ME LIKE A KID?! Can't he stop being so over-protective? I know what is right and what is wrong, for Jesus Christ's sake. (Since for all these while, he is the person who motivated and inspired me to be a better person, sort of. )

... It hurts, it just fucking hurts.

P/S: No offence intended. Y'know, the "Jesus Christ" and "Christ".