On a darker note, I don't understand what's really happening. We're both online but not a word travels between us. Some people tell me to be optimistic and look at the glass as if it's half full but a half full glass would probably freeze up and shatter in this situation. It feels really bad, not being able to know anything that's going on. It's pure mental torture; sitting around, trying to see what your intentions are. Memories leave the deepest scars and I still remember.. What happened in the past. I'm banking on failure. Although, a small glimpse of hope is still visible. But then again, the higher I fly, the harder I fall. I don't know how much more of this I can take.
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