no reason to stay is a good reason to go.

Oh f*ck.

I have no idea what came over me last night. Perhaps it's because of Zac. He gave me his emo-itis. Psht. Dang you, Zac. I just missed him for no apparent reason and tears started streaming down my cheeks which is kinda un-cool. Blah. I was also chatting with Siaw Kang.. He wasn't in a good mood too. (I wonder why. Hah.) Ohh, I did something I shouldn't but I did. Boo. My self-concious wasn't there to stop me from doing it. I poured all my bloody feelings out to *cough* Siaw Kang *cough*. *sigh* I just hope he won't tell him. I wouldn't want him to know that I'm not over him and I still miss him and secretly, I still want him back. Nuh-uh.. Nosiree. Gaaah. Nevermind nevermind.. Let time do its work and MAYBE.. My love for him will go blotto by itself. *sigh*

Note to self.
I can't talk to you now, because when I talk to you I think about you, and when I think about you I miss you, and when I miss you, my heart breaks, my soul cries, and there is nothing I can do except talk to you.

A thousand words couldn't bring you back, I know because I've tried.
Neither could a thousand tears, I know because I've cried.
You left behind a broken heart and happy memories too.
But I never wanted memories, I only wanted you.