i knew that day would come, i saw it coming.

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Okay okay.. I should be depressed like there's no tommorow right now but surprisingly, I'm not. I'm kind of upset though. I mean, who wouldn't be?

Me and him.. We are HISTORY. Hah. I bet everybody could tell so. I'm suppose to be god danggeh devastated right now but somehow and just somehow, I'm not. Maybe it's because I saw it coming. So yeah, don't bring down my mood. I don't wanna talk about it now.

I really shouldn’t be so surprised we broke up. I mean 90% of high school romances do eventually end. It’s just that for some reason I thought we were different from everybody else that what we had was special. That we could beat the odds and live happily ever after. But then again, I guess that’s what everyone thinks.

Bluerghs. I kind of hateblame the person who told him about the content of this blog or whatever he/she saw in this blog. This question kept repeating in my mind, what is so wrong with blogging what I think or how I feel? It's not a crime, for pete's sake. Why do YOU have to ruin me despite you don't even know me? WHY? Is it because what I did? Or does it satisfy you to ruin people's love life, does it? If it does, then go fug yourself, for all I friggin care. I wonder who would want a friend like you or anything to do with you. I know I wouldn't. Whoever you are, I hope you read this. I hope you have that guilty feelingsatisfaction until it kills. Thanks alot.

p/s: I suffer from severe moodswings. A minute ago, I was feeling all depressed and shitty but now I'm not. How cool.