i hate that i love you.

I'm so tired of pretending to be happy. I WANT TO FRICKEN CRY!

Actually, I already am. The tears just came streaming down my face without any intentions. I said I would not cry over you anymore but it's hard to hold back the tears when your worst fear came true. Urghs. I seriously need to sort out my emotions because it's killing me, slowly eating me up like cancer.

Was I ever good enough for you?
I guess not.

Sometimes I wonder should I let go. The answers are simply a sea of confusion. The memories we made are kept deep down beneath me. I don't want to remember them again because it hurts just thinking of you. If only.. It was that simple, to let go of someone.