you're my world, my everything.

*BIG FAT SIGH* I'm feeling much better, better than last night that is. Thanks to Joan the BFFL, Jerome the ass and Sean the eejoseanjasrai for trying to cheer me up. I love you guys bucketloads.

I wore black to tuition today, to suit my mood and I mean black. My shirt, 3quarter pants, hoodie, shoes. It's all black. Heeh. Oh and guess what? I GOT EYEBAGS! *frowns* Oh eyebags, please go away. :/

Anyway, mommy fetched me from tuition and then we went to Michael Saloon. Mommy trimmed her hair. It costs rm200 to rebonding, sort of expensive. Hm, maybe I'll straighten my hair again.

Friendster is getting on my nerves. Ugh. How bad my life can get? Sigh. School's gonna reopen soon. I mean like the day after tommorow. *GASP* I haven't even start doing my homework. Ah, who cares. I know I don't friggin care. I don't feel like going to school. I don't feel like going to tuition. I don't feel like seeing those ugly people. Most of all, I don't feel like seeing him. I can't afford to fall for him anymore. It's tearing me apart. I wish I could just take a year off and go to a place nobody knows, a place far far away. Far far away from stress, ugly people and him. *tears forming in my eyes* I should stop acting like he means nothing to me, when the truth is he means so much to me. *sobs* Okay, I'm going to far now. I should stop.

Someday someone will love me for who I am.
By then, I won't be missing you anymore.

Ugh, who am I kidding? Whatever I do, everything reminds me of him. Why is he doing this to me? Is it because he knows he can? *sobs*