I have been secretly loving you. Wishing, hoping, praying that you loved me too.I didn't go to Lewis's birthday. WHY? It is becos Joan's dad won't let her go. So, I was the only girl going and mommy won't let me. @#$%^&*. I'm a big girl now, I can take care of myself. Shesh.
Hey, you know what? I hate my hair. I look so stupid when it's tied up. *frowns* I hate myself so much sometimes. I feel like commiting suicide.
Anyways, I think I'm sick. Goddamnit. I have a sorethroat and everytime I swallow saliva, it hurts! I have teeny weeny bit of cough. Damn. Blarghs. *frowns*
I'm in quite a dilemma. It's quite pathetic actually. Sigh. I've been thinking, why drive myself crazy over a guy? He is so not worth it. I always tell myself to stop dreaming and stop wasting time fantasizing on something that will never come true. I try so hard to avoid looking at him during tuition. I'm afraid I might fall for him even more. So the best way is to not see him. I think it's working. *beams* I don't miss him that much anymore.
It's raining again. Sigh. Why is it raining every single day?
Hey, you know what? I hate my hair. I look so stupid when it's tied up. *frowns* I hate myself so much sometimes. I feel like commiting suicide.
Anyways, I think I'm sick. Goddamnit. I have a sorethroat and everytime I swallow saliva, it hurts! I have teeny weeny bit of cough. Damn. Blarghs. *frowns*
I'm in quite a dilemma. It's quite pathetic actually. Sigh. I've been thinking, why drive myself crazy over a guy? He is so not worth it. I always tell myself to stop dreaming and stop wasting time fantasizing on something that will never come true. I try so hard to avoid looking at him during tuition. I'm afraid I might fall for him even more. So the best way is to not see him. I think it's working. *beams* I don't miss him that much anymore.
It's raining again. Sigh. Why is it raining every single day?
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