Friday, May 4, 2007

i can never get enough of him.

It's either I'm too free or I have nothing better to do. Lol. I think I'll talk and rant about my feelings and stuff in this blog, and about my life in Livejournal. Or I ditch Livejournal. Hah. I still can't make up my mind. Gah. I'll blog in both. :D Good idea eh?

I feel pitiful everytime I see my grandpapa. He's so old and weak. He's always giddy and sick. I feel sorry for him. *frowns* And just now, my mom, uncle and ManYi Popo was saying he's just acting most of the time because he wants attention. That's why I feel pitiful for him. When I got in the car, on the way home. I felt like crying. Tears was starting to gather in my eyes, but I managed to hold them back. *sigh*

One of my favorite things to do is to read. Reading a good book gives you a feeling not even good food can be done. I think. Heh. ;) Anyway, I'm reading this book called Diary of a Crush, Book 2. I finish Book 1 and I borrowed both, Book 1 and Book 2 from Joan. Thanks dahling. Back to the book, I'm a fan of lovey dovey stuff, guy girl relationships and I like taking a peek into other people's life. So I like reading non-fiction diary like books and memoirs. So yes, this book is a diary like book. It's a diary of a girl called Edie. Heh. This book involves alot of snogging session. Heck, I so very, totally, utterly LOVE kissing, touching and stuff. Lol. I'm not a slut. I mean, I like books or movies that has got all the snogging and lovey dovey stuff. Lol. -.- Oh plus, Book 2 is about Edie and Dylan, the moody art boy split up with Edie because of, go get the book and read yourself. *evil grins* Back to what I was talking about. It's so saddening. It was exactly how I felt when I broke up with Nadzir. Okay, It feels so awkward mentioning his name again. Blahs, who cares. Okay okay, what am I actually crapping about? I myself have no idea. End of book review. Hahah. Or at least I think it's a book review. *sticks out tongue*

FYI, I can seduce guys. I can get them wrapped around my little finger. Hmph. If I say I went him and I'll get him. Gah. They got the nerves. I am very feminine and very mature. Thank you very much. I'm still not over that issue that the boys in my class, well not all of the boys, part of them actually agreed that I'm not seducive. Hmph. I'm not a kid?! Gahgahgah.

POKING IS MY TALENT. It's just that you guys don't know how to appreciate my talent. Hmph. I poked Adam Chin, Greg, Jabez them today. *ngee* Well, Joan and Jasmin dared me to. That other day, I think I poked almost everyone at the canteen during recess. *ngee* Dumb Syafiq always against me. Hmph.

Should I trim my hair? Have a new hairstyle? I want curly, wavy hair and I'm still waiting for my parents approval. Luilui zeze going to Kelvin's tommorow afternoon to have a haircut. I'm going for a haircut too. I'm trimming my hair. *sigh* I'll never succeed to have real long hair if I just keep trimming my hair kan? *frowns*
Mom: What for? Your hair now is very nice already.
Dad: (Well, I never really asked him. Lol.)

Out of words. Tata. *beams*

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