falling in.

Science is so friggin hard, especially paper 2. Dang it. Rahhh. *frowns* I'm gonna flunk all my test papers, alright. YEAP. *shows a fake smile*

Gugugagah. Maybe he knows he drives me mad. :( I can't really sleep properly last night. I had this dream, a super weird one. :x Jellyfishies are taking over the world. D: and "we" needa stop them. The we's Me, Joan, Izaac and etc etc. Something like that lah, but the thing about the dream is HE is in it too. Omg? He is everywhere, whatever I do reminds me of HIM. How could this be happening? I'm.. hopeless. Just two days ago, I'm happy not in love and now what? I'm head-over-heels in love with the guy in tuition. Rahh. I don't what is it about him, but I can never have enough. Gugugagah. I can't get him out of my head. It's like during tuition. If he doesn't notice me or something. I feel like crying and yesterday I did. Okay, I didn't really cry, but teared. Lol. -.- *sigh*

and listening to 4 in the morning makes me want to cry. :'(

Have you ever really thought about it? You've got this girl head over heels in love with you. She'd do anything for you, but for some reason you don't want to see that. You know it's there and maybe you feel the same way, but you refuse to let it be. Maybe you're scared of the thought that this girl, who you've known ;; you've seen her happy ;; you've seen her sad. Maybe this girl is perfect for you and that really scares you, doesn't it?