Feeling disgrace,

Omg, this guilty feeling is seriously killing me inch by inch. It makes me feel like puking, seriously. I can't help it but feel really guilty when I come across *cough cough*'s friendster page. It was the biggest mistake I've ever made and I can't erase my mistakes.

I feel like crying right now and I don't even know why. Maybe it's because of this emptiness inside me. It's seriously killing me. I'm dying inside. Truth is, I feel lonely. It feels like everyone's so busy, so caught up with their own things and they desert me. I feel so left out. I want a guy that'll love me as much as I'll love him, not heartbreakers. :'(

Life's like an ocean;
It can be calm and still,
or rough and rigid,
but in the end,
It'll always be beautiful.